Sunday, March 23, 2014

I once was lost, but now am found. Or I'm hoping to be found, anyway.


- What truly makes me happy?
- What will my life look like in two or three years?
- Will I be happy, then?
- Am I happy, now?
- Do I spend enough time doing the things I love?
- Do I see the people I care about often enough?
- Am I making the best effort that I can to lead an inspiring life?
- How can you inspire others if you aren't inspiring yourself, first?
- Lack of money is a problem.
- I need to live life for myself, not to please or impress other people.
- I have the most wonderful friends, I'm going to visit them more frequently.
- The day-to-day as a college student has gotten sad and tired
- My life has very little meaning right now, what can I do to add some color and excitement?
- How can I utilize my creativity? I really want to make things...

I am going to work towards finding the answers to some of these questions and to incorporate some of these desires into my life.

Someone extremely important and close to me recently made a statement to me that really struck hard:


"The Shelby I know is strong and works hard for what she wants. I don't see her, anymore."


I'm going to get my strength back. I'm going  to find what it takes to place the things I love back at the top of my list. I think I've lost sight of what it is I truly want. How can you work towards a goal you don't even have? How can you tell the strides you're making if there is no finish line?