When You Fall and You Love It

When love has let you down, especially when it lets you down hard, there seems to be this prominent moment in time that drags on and on and on. It's not pain, really. It's not even sadness. It's just this sense of solitude that has taken on the role of your personal protection; a body guard for your heart and soul, if you will. The funny thing about it is you are well aware of it throughout your day, with every interaction you have with another person, especially in meeting new people. And you grow to rely on it. With this guard comes independence, inner strength and focus. All of a sudden, you're feeling better about yourself than you can ever remember feeling...ever. You're confident in your own abilities and proud of your accomplishments, because you are all you have...you and this Knight of Solidarity who walks beside you day in and day out. 

     

You'll envelope yourself in this positive selfishness. You will grow and your world will expand with you. And before you know it, you will have found your true self, the person you were meant to be...and want to be; a stronger, better, more prominent you. 

When you have taken this time to get to know yourself; the real, uninterrupted, non-clouded version of yourself, you will find that the right people gravitate to you. You don't have to go searching for someone who might, possibly, fit into this puzzle-piece riddle of standards you set. The right people will find you, on accident in the most unexpected places at the most unexpected times. And because you have found your true personality, there will be no confusion in the bonds you build with these surprise acquaintances. And if you remain true to yourself, the right one will come along; the one who evokes all the right emotions and treats you with all the respect in the world.

For the longest time, I thought that beginning a new relationship would force me to compromise all that I had gained in this past year. I thought I would have to trade in my freedom for a pair of chains, and set aside my independence in order to let someone in. I thought that my guard would be too strong to allow anyone to ever help me or hold me. Until now…now I see that you don't have to tear your soul in half in order to share it. The right person will come along who knows just how to handle your heart, even the tough, protected parts. He won't fight with your wall of confidence; instead he will rebuild it where it weakens. He won't fear your independence, but encourage it. He will share in the belief in your abilities and take it upon himself to make sure that belief never falters. He will make you better. He will accentuate all of those strengths you have grown into, not place them in shadows. He will love you in all the right ways and he will make you even stronger. 

     I am so lucky to have found someone who lifts me so high. This relationship is still new and exciting...and young. But it’s strong and I believe in it. I am infatuated with his presence, I feel safe in his arms and he is such a good, caring man.

 ...I couldn't have imagined a better person to fall for on accident, when I was least expecting it.

Where Civilization is Not

A twisting, winding road
A tangled mess of golden hair
blowing in the wind, gleaming in the sun
It's only February, but her window's rolled down
She takes a deep breath, cold and sobering
She exhales a cloud of steam, a true tell of the fire in her heart
She's got her favorite song turned all the way up
There's a smile on her face as she locks eyes with the blue sky ahead
She's not sure if she's chasing a dream
Or if she's headed somewhere she's already been
All she knows is that it doesn't matter
She's just happy to be going somewhere.
Her gut is tight with excitement
She bears an adventurous soul
It aches for true freedom
Free from rules and wandering eyes
Free of stress and time constraints
Free from monotonous tasks and conversation
Her mind wanders
It takes her through the woods she used to hike
The fort she disappeared to for hours on end
She ventures back to rollerblades on rough pavement
and bike rides, swift with the dropping terrain
She recalls sitting on the edge of a cliff
Looking out over clear blue-green water
Completely mesmerized, encompassed by life.
There aren't stop lights or sirens where she's going
There's no traffic or violence
There are only moments of awe
Peaceful realizations of true beauty
a renewed respect for the Earth...
...and the fact that is still spins.

Despite the anger and corruption
Even with the debt of the economy
and freak accidents breaking the hearts of loved ones
No matter how busy the streets
Or how harsh the life...

There are still birds who fly freely between the trees
and cubs who find safety beneath their mother
and waves that crash over rocks, slowly changing their shapes
There is still beauty in this world, big blue skies and small streams
Silence that echoes for miles
Pebbles that sink to the bottom of lakes
and snow that builds and builds and builds

On a normal day, she fights rush hour traffic
and forgets to do laundry
She struggles to pay her bills
and drinks too much coffee just to stay awake
On most days, she's just going through the motions
But on those rare, momentous days
When she takes off to be absolutely nowhere
Surrounded by nothing of importance
Not talking to a single soul
Those are the days she feels alive
Those moments...
...when she feels so much smaller than the world
...where the eagle owns the sky
...when she has to dip below branches and step over roots
Those moments are living
Those are the moments she reaches for
That's where her soul would fly if it could

You'll Never Know What You Don't Know Until You Ask

As a young professional, building a career plan and setting advancement goals has proven quite challenging. Determining what you want to make of your career and future is entirely up to you, and you alone. It's one of those things that doesn't have step-by-step instructions, nor can you follow any one person's footsteps. What works for one person may not work for another. What works today may not work tomorrow.

I began my career endeavors 6 months ago, upon the acceptance of my first job offer in connection with my area of study. It was a newly created position with no formal training plan, no clear outlining of expected results and minimal feedback. I've submerged myself in each task given to me and truly have accomplished so much since my first days. I can successfully navigate our packaging software (I've even been able to teach my boss a thing or two) and I've mastered creating and analyzing the many reports we rely on for operation and quality control. I feel that I have easily managed and adopted all the duties that have been given to me.

I felt great about my progress and excited by the idea of having conquered these new challenges.

Until one day I realized that the horizon of my accomplishments was far too close. Surely, my current daily duties will not keep me busy forever, at least not busy enough to motivate me. Yes, I know how to manipulate numbers on a spreadsheet, but what of these numbers? I know what we use them for, I know where they come from, but what factors would change them? How can they be improved? I need to know more about the company than what simply crosses my desk. I need to know so much more than I do now.

To do my current job successfully, I could continue on like I have for the past 6 months and be just fine. But my current job isn't my dream job, the pay won't satisfy me for much longer and I can see that I'm already getting bored. So what is a new, 23 year old employee to do in an industry she knew nothing about when she entered it? As I look around the various departments working together to form our Operations segment, I am surrounded with retirement-age folks who have been doing this for 30+ years. The industry is old and the people who operate it, just as much. How will I compare to all these knowledge-filled, experienced, seasoned veterans of the industry?

I've got to learn. I've got to ask them questions. I've got to think on a greater scale, a broader scope. I've got to roam and poke my nose in areas I don't understand. I've got to be curious and open-eyed.

I realize, that I have no idea what to make of my future in this business - because I know nothing about it. It's like deciding whether or not to buy a house you've never visited or drawing a portrait of a face you've never seen.

If I get out there, and explore the industry and ask questions - I'm sure I will find an area of interest. Maybe I will stumble across a challenge or two that I think I could fix. Maybe I will recognize areas of growth. And once I can see clearly, I might be able to envision an outline for my future. And with that outline, I can start to create goals and find ways to build myself towards achieving them.

Building a career is so different than "having a job" in high school or college. It is going to be a learning process. I need to strive for advancement, both in my personal growth and the growth of the company. Right now, curiosity and inquisitiveness will be my best friends. With that mindset, I will gain knowledge, understanding, and of course will form new questions and meet new people.

I've decided to start following other "young-professional" bloggers that sing the the tune of career advancement, gaining certifications to boost your value to the company (and with that, your salary) and of course, networking.

A few blogs of note I would like to share:

• Ms. Career Girl , who lends insight on success in areas surrounding both careers and life outside of work
• Your Coffee Break, which envelopes conversation about fashion, beauty and career. There are quite a few posts specifically related to the PR profession (which a few of my close friends would likely enjoy), but I feel that most content can be beneficial to any young woman starting out her career. 
• Dr. Hiten Vyas's the Empower Blog gives advice on building confidence, becoming a better communicator, avoiding negativity and simply building a better life. 

I think I'll take a trip to the bookstore and ravage the Business and Self-Improvement sections, too. This Barnes and Noble list of "Books Every Working Woman Should Read" seems like a great place to start.

In the next week or so, I plan to start organizing my plan at work - which areas I would like to know more about, who I would like to chat with and when the best times to explore would be. Most of our packaging is done in the late afternoons and nights, maybe I need to plan a few nights to come in. I'd like to organize a list of questions that have been lingering in my mind and then find a way to gain answers to them.

I recognize that nobody is going to hold my hand and feed me the information that they worked hard and long to gain over the past 30 years. I have to find it for myself, I have to want it. I've got to take control of my career.

A static mind will never lead me to a successful career. I'm positive that reading thoughts from others will provoke me to relate and ask questions and decipher meaning. I can't wait to see what I think of my career in another 6 months - what I've made of it, what I plan to do with it, what I want from it.

Happy Reading!

Looking Back, Only Long Enough to Reflect and Continue Moving Forward

** This blog is going to a bit of a catch-all. It's going to bounce around and have no real flow of information. But I still hope to keep it entertaining.

Last December, I published a blog post referencing some of the accomplishments and exciting things I had done throughout the previous year. I also listed some things I would like to accomplish in the year following.

Here is that list:

"In the next twelve months...
I hope to bungee jump or sky dive
I will graduate college
I hope to move to a new location
I hope to continue trying new foods
I hope to change my hair style
I hope to make new friends
I hope to travel somewhere I've never been (hopefully multiple places)
I hope to take a vacation to somewhere warm
I hope to have a new job
I hope to lose 40 lbs
I hope to have an even stronger love for my boyfriend
I hope to continue learning and growing as a person
But most of all, I hope to maintain a sense of adventure and enthusiasm for life
I hope to continue surrounding myself with those who matter most
And keep pushing forward towards my goals. 

Happy New Year!"

Well, it's one year later and I wish I could say I've been able to cross all of these off my list, but I really can't. I've only truly accomplished a select few. However, there are a many that I've made progress toward, and I'm happy with progress.

I took this summer by storm. I was extremely spontaneous. I removed my focus from the boundaries of my comfort zone, and instead...simply focused on things I wanted to do and how I was going to do them.

It wasn't bungee jumping and it wasn't skydiving...but it was pretty much the thrill I was seeking. While spending time at "America's Roller Coast" (Cedar Point - Sandusky, OH), my friend Dan and I lost our marbles and took on the SlingShot. This little contraption is nothing more than two bucket seats with chest harnesses, attached to two gigantic bungee cords, one on either side. The tension in the cords builds up and then BAM, you're being flung 360 feet in the air at 62 mph.

My not-so-daring friends took a nice little video for us. Click here if you'd like to see it.

It may not be a "new" location, but it's still a relocation. I'm living back in my hometown, which is so very different than it was when I moved away in 2009. It's busier, roads have been widened, new fitness centers and shopping centers have popped up...its quite the bustling area these days. While its great for the city, I can't say I enjoy the traffic.

I'm always actively looking to try new foods, I don't think I'll ever get tired of that game.

I've had calamari rings, before. But this is a WHOLE octopus. And I ate it.

In August, I dyed my hair for the first time in my entire life. I didn't go crazy or anything - no purple, thank goodness. I simply added a subtle blonde ombré to lighten it up. I fear, however, that I've only awakened the beast. I may be seeking out a new winter look, soon!

I've been much more open to venturing out with new people. I'm fairly proud of myself in how much I've put myself out there. With each new person I meet, it get's a little easier to be myself in situations I once found uncomfortable.

I visited and hiked the Pictured Rocks National Shoreline with my sister. I actually have been there as a child, but I don't remember it (and apparently we took a boat tour, in lieu of hiking.) So, as far as I'm concerned, it's somewhere new to me.

I got a new job! But you can read my earlier posts about that - I won't bore you with details, here.

While still a far cry from my goal weight-loss of 40 lbs, I am down, at this point, 15 lbs exactly.
I've joined a co-ed recreational soccer team, snagged a spot on a bowling league and scored myself a gym membership. I don't really waste much of my time sitting around. I'm usually doing this or working on that - so excessive snacking doesn't really find its way into my day. I've reduced my portion sizes (I seriously cannot comprehend how I was ever able to eat so much food in one sitting before, I simply can't do it, anymore). I've been extremely absent from the gym for the past month, which I'm not happy about. However, even without the gym, I've still been losing weight due to my diet and lifestyle changes. December is a busy month, so I'll set my next short-term goal for January. We'll call it 'Gyming in January'. I like it.

That boyfriend I mentioned, he's out of the picture now. But I've found a very intense love for life, friendship, family and adventure in his place and I couldn't be happier.

Of course, some of these goals will be a continued work-in-progress for 2015. And, not to anyone's surprise, I'm sure - I've got some new goals to add to the list.

I want to wake up when my first alarm goes off, not after I've hit snooze 6 times.
I want to be more vocal about my desire to move forward at work - I'm ready to learn new things.
I need to start kicking my MOH duties into high-gear. It's not always about me.
I've got 5 classes left! Once I have my loan to the university paid off, I need to register for them.
And then I want to absolutely rock those classes. I want to finish stronger than ever before.

I've received a lot of support over the past 5 months. Aside from finding myself and having as much fun as possible, I owe it to those who have helped me to succeed. I want to give it all I've got to make them proud. I know I can do it, but the key is wanting it.

While none of the things on these lists are huge or life-altering, they are important to me. Each of of these things lends insight and puts me one step closer to leading an inspiring life. I don't necessarily mean to inspire other people, everyone has their own goals and desires. I just want to lead myself toward happiness, so that I may be better company to those around me, so that I may have more to offer in times of need and so that I can feel that my time on this earth was meaningful. And if, by sharing my experiences, triumphs, failures and reflections, I am able to inspire others - even better.

I absolutely believe in this saying: "To love others, you must first love yourself."
I just want to be the best human I can be, lend well to this world and be a pleasure to those around me. I want to be able to offer support where it is needed and know to keep quiet where it is not. I want to be a caring friend, a thoughtful daughter, a capable business woman and a patient companion. And when the time comes, I hope to use all that I've learned in these many roles to be a loving, nurturing mother and wife.

I want to be as steady as possible in my own life, so that when it comes to giving back, helping others, being a daughter and a sister and, in time, raising a family...I know I will be able.

10 Things About Having Wings

A list of 10 things I have discovered through my journey to re-gaining my independence, strength and confidence after a major breakup. A list of 10 things I will carry with me for the rest of my life and apply to whatever scenario I see fit...

1) If you allow yourself, you will come out stronger than before.
    I recently heard a song by Ellie Goulding called In My City with the following lyrics: "But you gave me wings and I used them. I used them, I used them on my youth. I used them, and I won't lose them. Now I found my feet, count 1, 2, 3. And I'm taking off tonight, now I'm free. As I walk my feet on the cold concrete and I, and I can feel my dreams when I'm in my city..."
    While I don't think the lyrics were meant to coincide with a breakup, they resonated with me, nevertheless. Truly, you will find wings...and you will use them...and you won't ever want to lose them. You will find yourself soaring above everything that hurts in your heart. These wings will carry you right into the next chapter of your life where you're doing the things that you enjoy and you find confidence in yourself. And with that, a whole string of realizations about life, and what you want out of it, will come to face. And you'll never want to come down from that cloud.

2) You don't need anyone to make you whole. 
    While you may feel like a piece of you is missing...like you've lost your balance, the feeling is temporary. That feeling of emptiness will encourage you to discover new avenues, try new things and push the boundaries of your comfort zone. It will have you searching for ways to occupy your mind, things that make you happy. And doing those things will make you feel whole. It will make you realize that you were never less than whole to begin with, you just lost sight of what your heart really needed.

3) When you break it off, do it completely. 
    Continuing conversation with your ex only prolongs the negative effects of a breakup. It drags out the pain and it keeps both of you from finding peace with the situation. Yes, even the one who called the shot is hurting. Remove them from everything, Instagram, Snapchat, Facebook and your phone contacts. And no, you can't keep their parents as an adoptive family. Everything has to go. Say your peace, gather your things, hold your chin high and walk away with your dignity glistening out of your chest. Messy breakups aren't good for anyone.

4) Lean on your friends and family. 
    They only want to see you happy...use that. Borrow their strength when you're feeling low. Listen to their words when you're feeling discouraged. Don't be afraid to talk about things when you're having a bad day...because you will have them. While I say that you will find strength and confidence, I'm not saying it comes right away..and it definitely doesn't come all at once. However, you will find it - but you have to want it. Your loved ones will help you with that. Cry to your best friend, talk to your mother, explain your feelings and talk them out. You won't want to look for sympathy, rather, look to them for support. Look to them for a sense of belonging and love. They'll have that for you...that's what they are there for.

5) Get out of bed. Go to the gym and be productive.
    Keep yourself busy with things that will add to your life. Working out will empower you. You will know that you are bettering yourself...working towards a healthier, happier you. Find yourself a spot on a recreational sport team or join a club or go volunteer. Or do all three. The busier you are, the less time you have to feel sorry for yourself. I find volunteering to be one of the best things you can do with your spare time. It's not as selfless as it sounds, actually. There are huge personal gains to be had from giving to others. Even when you feel low; like you have nothing good to offer anyone, volunteering will show you that you still have worth. It will boost your spirits and if you truly give of yourself, you will walk away with a big smile on your face. The world needs a little help to keep spinning, sometimes. You can offer that.

6) Make lots of changes. Big ones, small ones, scary ones.
    I'm not saying uproot your life and make a mess of things. I'm not saying go out there and be reckless. But be a little risky, be spontaneous, take a leap or two. So many things in your life will remind you of your ex. It could be something as small as a ding on your coffee table that they made on accident that one time...but it still stings your heart when you realize they won't be around to ruin anything else of yours. Just go get a new coffee table.
    Find some new hobbies. No, no, you don't have to stop doing everything in life that you guys might have shared. But make some new memories that are just yours. Or make new memories to share with new people. Give yourself things to be excited about...challenge yourself. Maybe it's time to get a new job. Maybe change your hairstyle a little bit (don't go crazy, now.) Maybe there have been some things you have been wanting to do, but your ex wouldn't have enjoyed. Go do them. But I'm telling you. Don't. Be. Reckless. It's easy to get carried away with spontaneity. Don't make any life-altering decisions during your self-discovery stage. Don't do permanent things to your body or blow all your money. This is still the only life you get, proceed with caution.

7) Outsmart yourself on your weakest days.
    Those bad days I was talking about...you're going to have a lot of them. Despite being productive, despite sincerely wanting to move forward, despite having the greatest support system imaginable, you're going to have moments of weakness. But that's why you deleted their number from your phone and removed them from your Facebook friends when you were feeling empowered. Because you were setting yourself up to make the best decision possible when you're feeling like you could crawl back into their arms. It's so incredibly easy to recall all the good portions of your relationship with your ex and forget the reasoning of the breakup. It's so easy to convince yourself that you want them back...the comfort, the ease, the fact that they knew you so well. Don't go there. Make a list if you need to. Make a list of the positive effects of this breakup. What have you learned about yourself so far? What new things have you done since the breakup? What things do you still want to try? Or, if you aren't feeling inspired by yourself on this particular day...flip it. Write down the things that were bad about your relationship, the things you wish you could have changed. The things you couldn't change. Get some anger brewing, put a bit of hate in your heart. That will fuel your motivation to get past this weakness. Call up that friend you can cry to or go for a run or if it's late, just go to bed. Tomorrow is a new day. Make a plan to do something exciting, give yourself something to look forward to, something else to focus on. Do the right thing for yourself.

8) Dating is hard.
    Especially if you were in a particularly long relationship, getting back into the dating scene is difficult. "Wait, how does this work again?" And you'll probably start getting into it before you're actually ready. That's just fine. You can just date around a little bit to get your footing. You don't necessarily have to find "the right one." That's how this works. Sit in someone else's company for a few hours and then decide whether or not you would like to see them again. If not, no big deal. But be honest with yourself and be honest with your dates. It's not fair to treat these innocent people poorly because you feel insecure or because you're looking for a pick-me-up. You can't use them just as a stepping stone to your own personal agendas. Give it a real try. Listen intently, ask them questions, let loose and make them laugh. Enjoy yourself. Enjoy their company and take good care of their feelings.

9) You will know yourself better than ever before.
    For once in probably a really long time, all of your decisions are just about you. You no longer need to calculate the reaction this will evoke from a significant other and you can simply focus on your own needs. It may seem selfish, now...but knowing yourself is the only way to get through life happily. Knowing yourself will only make it that much easier to find that next person to complement you. You won't waste time on people who aren't a good fit, because you'll be well aware of it. Decision-making will be easier and quicker, because you'll know exactly what you want. And if you use this knowledge correctly, you won't waste other people's time either. You'll be able to better communicate your feelings and your desires. You'll be a more prominent you. And that is very visible to others. They won't have to invest as much time in trying to get past your guard to find out who you are...your confidence and self-understanding will radiate off your skin for the world to see.

10) You had to know this one was coming. You'll be just fine.
    And there's not much more to it than that. You'll be fine. You'll move forward, you'll move on, you'll be happy. You just have to want it.

I am thankful for my wings, for they have flown me to a place I never would have discovered without them. I hope you find inspiration in your own life and that you find the strength in yourself , to succeed in whatever ways you may need.

Seeking: Men Who Wear Camo in Martini Bars

I wear many faces...but all of them are truly mine.

    During the week, I'm in bed by 10pm, I wake up early and have an hour commute to work. I wear slacks and hide my cleavage, like a good little professional. I try to eat healthy and make it to the gym every once in a while. I don't get around to watching much TV or snacking on a bunch of potato chips...I pretty much just stick to what I need to do.
    On most weekends, I like to let loose. I like to see my friends and drink beer and scarf down a good burger. I like to stay up late so I can sleep in. I like to do fun, adventurous things and meet new people. I try to keep up with my Detroit sports, and I always feel like I will fit in a few loads of laundry - but let's face it...weekends are too damn short.
    There are times I like to get all dolled up and wear a pair of heels and some bright red lipstick. I like a good night out on the town with my girlfriends, tracking down free drinks and engaging in interesting, alcohol-fueled conversation with complete strangers at the bar. I like walking along the downtown streets at night, heels in hand, eyes on the stars above.
    On the other hand, there are weekends where I want to wear a pair of jeans and an old sweatshirt. I want to throw a can of Bud Light in a koozie with some unladylike saying on the side and sit on a truck tailgate next to a roaring fire. I like to ride shotgun down old dirt roads and explore abandoned houses and fire off rounds at some silly target a few acres back.
    I'm not afraid of getting my hands dirty, I'm not scared of a toolbox and trust me when I say "I can do it," you better let me try. Then, there are times where I just want to be pampered. But we all need that, sometimes, right?
    I feel so completely in between labels...I'm not a "city girl" by any means...but that doesn't mean I don't enjoy the night-life and the artistic, creative ways downtown has a way of bringing people together. If I had to pick a side, I easily would say I'm more "country girl" than anything, but I would love to bring some city elements with me. When I envision my lifestyle 10 years from now...I picture myself living on a country road on a big piece of land. I see a country-style exterior house with all the perks of a modern home on the inside - obviously with some Shelby flare to spice up the decor. There are a couple horses in the back, an awesome tree house for the kids and a big ol' pole barn for its plethora of uses. And just a few miles away, my starry-skied, red-lipstick nights-out-on-the-town will be waiting for me on a Friday night.
    I know that's what I want. I am positive that that's who I am and who I want to be.

Now I just need to find my perfectly in between city-country boy to rock my world. One who dresses up nice for work, keeps his hands clean when he needs to, but loves to throw on those work boots and make his dreams become his reality.

Question is...where do I meet him? You don't see many men wearing camo in a martini bar these days....

Whatever's Good for Your Soul...Do That.

It's like waking up on a Sunday morning with a warm sun glowing through the window

When your head feels as though it rested peacefully on a floating cloud of wafting feathers

There's a glimmer of serenity in the air, a feeling of overall harmony in the surrounding space

You lay there, for just a moment, with a smile on your face

And you just know its going to be a good day

That's what it feels like. 

That's how it feels to finally realize a sense of pure certainty in yourself. Not so much in your abilities or your progress towards a goal. It has nothing to do with career advancements or how much money you were able to save. It's about the soul; the real, down-to-the-gritty truth in yourself. The part of you that doesn't care about rhyme or reason, doesn't guide itself along the boundaries of social norms or care to conform. Its the part of you that builds the basis for every single thing that you do. It's the part of you that builds your immediate reactions to every factor of life. It's what causes those gut-wrenching notions of instinct; your first impression of the happenings around you. 

Your soul is the basis of your being, where every decision starts, where every reaction stems, where your true self lies. Your soul is your raw personality, before you let the brain take over and mix in forward thinking, rationale, and consequential patterns. 

But if you let it, your soul can be suffocated. It will shrink and whither. It will ache, like a thousand broken hearts. It's possible to allow your soul to be overshadowed...belittled. And when that happens, your decision-making process becomes clouded. Where, once, there was a strong pull in one direction or another to get you started...you have no sense of certainty either way. No real connection to any decision that you make in your life. Instead of considering your truest desires, you become an outsider in your own body...blindly following the lead of those around you. You become guided purely by the path of least resistance and no longer by the conditions that make your heart sing.

Living this way is what leads to a meaningless life. What are you working towards, if not towards happiness? What does life truly provide to those who do not smile? What is a day worth if it adds nothing to the strength with which you will enter into tomorrow?

But when you strip away everything else in life...the impact that other people have on you, your hunger for money or acceptance, and the social status that your exude...you can capitalize on what your soul aches for. When you have certainty in yourself, to hear your soul's side of the argument, and really listen...that's when life becomes good. When you're sure of who you are and when you don't feel inclined to hide that in the shadows...that's when you find happiness.

That's where you'll find your warm sunny morning.